Okay my english is not that so...so understand
I'm suffering since I was 12 y/o girl I hate my parents sm seriously I want to leave my house too but idk what to do nvm few days ago i turned 18 and I'm very sad on my 18th birthday like 18th birthday is so special to me I thought it will gonna be my best birthday yk what on that there is no wishes like no I got so sad and cried for 2 hour my parents doesn't even wish me they wished but it kinda u understand what I want to say.... that's fine I'm so sensitive I cried very easily yk what I love my teenage era like how I can't be 17 again??? Awww we are 3 siblings I'm elder one and I always sacrifice always scold by parents and few weeks ago my lil sis wrote a para like she sad w family my family read that all stuff and there too much like yk her side I was just thinking she knows what I gora through even since I was 12 parents even use there hand on me like I don't even remember that but some....so yeah she get attention i was asking in my mind like she is literally sad for what?? Parents buy her everything my mom dad loves her that much still??? Writting all that shity stuff?? Ik for the attention it hurts bro like I deserve that love my life would be so happy if I get a lil only...nvm that not even my whole story but I will tell you someday

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Okay my english is not that so...so understand 
I'm suffering since I was 12 y/o girl I hate my parents sm seriously I want to leave my house too but idk what to do nvm few days ago i turned 18 and I'm very sad on my 18th birthday like 18th birthday is so special to me I thought it will gonna be my best birthday yk what on that there is no wishes like no I got so sad and cried for 2 hour my parents doesn't even wish me they wished but it kinda u understand what I want to say.... that's fine I'm so sensitive I cried very easily yk what I love my teenage era like how I can't be 17 again??? Awww we are 3 siblings I'm elder one and I always sacrifice always scold by parents and few weeks ago my lil sis wrote a para like she sad w family my family read that all stuff and there too much like yk her side I was just thinking she knows what I gora through even since I was 12 parents even use there hand on me like I don't even remember that but some....so yeah she get attention i was asking in my mind like she is literally sad for what?? Parents buy her everything my mom dad loves her that much still??? Writting all that shity stuff?? Ik for the attention it hurts bro like I deserve that love my life would be so happy if I get a lil only...nvm that not even my whole story but I will tell you someday

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

I couldn't help myself, just wanted to answer you. Only thing I want to say is stop literally stop expecting love from others (I know it is very harsh and you also deserve love but m sorry) . Study hard , excercise, take good care of yourself , be kind and have boundaries. M saying this because if you want to feel loved then you have to love yourself first. Love yourself ALOT like ALOT you deserve everything and don't expect from any one...build your own family own world where u r loved...You are so young don't be sad ik It can be very harsh on you but wait there is so much to see...I love you baby you are so sweet , m so sorry that I can't help you in real life but hope so you will find someone who can love you the way u want.