“ok so im 16 and currently in highschool, i did really well in my 10th standard but in 11th i fell off so bad, im failing maths
my main subjects are physics chemistry and maths, i never wanted to study these but my family pressured me into taking these, i actually wanna pursue fashion or something related to fashion and for that i need to get decent marks in 12th, which is not quite possible now
im also not able to study anything related to fashion as i hardly have any free time left
i just dont know what im doing with life and i can feel my potential being wasted
i am not able to study what i actuallywanted to study and what interests me
i would be doing so much better right now if only i had not taken physics chemistry and maths, my family wont allow me to change the subjects
im really worried about college too
i feel like a lot of people are already so ahead of me and doing what they enjoy and they'll easily get into the college i want but im just stuck here
im spiralling idk what to do and how to do
ps : sorry for such a long message”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Look, rather than trying to get good marks or distinction in MPC, try to just pass the exams, just make sure you don't fail the exams .
Next, since you know what you want to do , assign some time of your week, exclusively to study on what you like , but don't ignore your MPC subjects.
And most importantly, stop thinking about what other people are doing, or how ahead they are of you, all you need to compare is with you yourself. And clearly assign your time for each task of your intermediate and follow the schedule strictly, without any procrastination.
Then you will surely understand what you want to achieve and will be able to become confident and do it yourself.