“Not specially today but I've been struggling with this exam I'm preparing for since my college time and it's been 3+ years since I'm giving it again and again and still not clearing it. Sometimes the difference of passing is 5 marks sometimes 8 and sometimes maybe 20 but idk what can i do. I didn't had any college life either I've spent my time just with myself in a room since Covid. Now ik my parents are concerned they've provided me with everything but I'm not financially stable right now i have to clear my exam. I'm unable to convince myself most of the time that i should pursue something else because i know in stuck in a loop but I really want to break it. But there's been exhaustion, depression, giving up, and what not. I'm not saying I didn't tried but I've given this exam a lot and yes i agree the efforts might be not upto the mark but I'm really trying now. Idk i just see everyone (not comparing myself) everyone has done something in their life and I'm really questioning what have i done? I was a great kid in school , teachers used to praise me but now?!!!”
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Hey…
First of all your effort need appreciation and for that.. I am just in awe… you did great… like super great..
And second thing about not clearing… sometime we don’t know the reason we get stuck but life is full of surprises
And you will get through it.
My advice for you would be
You did what you could
Keep on trying but add something else which give you a little excitement or enjoyment in your life
Because sometimes when we keep trying and getting the negative outcome our mind goes numb and it needs space as you are a human and you need that space don’t be so hard on yourself.
You will get through it
And you will clear it.
Now sure how
But whenever I say something for others it happens
So here my line for you
(You will achieve what you want and you will find happiness so keep up the good work)