My friend and I work in the same
Team, he’s the president tho, I’m one under
Him, lately, I’ve been under a lot of pressure and just not been doing mentally okay, so I have been underperforming at my tasks now, he’s super mad at me. The last time this happened with him (where his previous friend stopped performing well, she was in the team too) he eventually cut her off and I’m
Honestly scared this will happen to me next. That we will stop talking to each other and be no longer friends. But he’s the only true friend I’ve had in
The past 3 years of my college. He’s motivated me
To do a lot
Of things in my life, he’s fun to be with and means a lot
To me. I genuinely can’t loose
Him. But I have this feeling I can’t shake from
My gut that I can’t…. What do I do

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hi, 
Sorry to hear about that. 
Ok, let's look at the positives here;
He is your friend, a very close one and someone who has motivated you to do better. 
I'm assuming he is also an understanding person.
This makes room for you to solve this issue. I have one question that need you to answer, what is the reason(s) behind you underperforming. I usually journal this sort of things so it gives me a clearer picture. You can try that or talk to someone, even a professional if works. Try to understand what is behind this. And then you can have a conversation about it with your friend. If he is such a good friend then I'm sure he'll be empathetic and understanding. 
And also keep in mind that being the president , he is most likely under immense pressure to deliver, so that might be the reason he won't like underperforming. 
So to sum it up,
Find the reasons why you are under pressure and underperforming.
Try to talk about it with your friend, and assure him how you are working on it and will show the improvement.

This is top of my head from the limited context. I really hope things work out well for you. 
Bye, take care.