“My bf of two months disappeared idk where is he he'd never willingly ghost me or anything that all I'm sure of he had strict parents or whatever idk but I just miss him so much just want him back and waiting is the hardest part and I can't just move on but neither can I just stop living my own life so I'm in the paradox where every single thing just feels boring and on repeat all I do is use sleep as an escape I hate it I hate how heavy everything feels still even though I'm doing everything right doing everything I find fun and all. I'm so tired. Idk what to do.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I can relate to you but Believe me when i say this never keep your world revolving around someone who might leave any second. The best thing you can do is focus on yourself try to do the things you enjoy and focus on your family cuz trust me they are the Only that last. Been through that Depressive sleep cycle and i absolutely regret being too nice for everyone to take me granted