“My 1.5 yrs ldr rel ended today like blocking and all...and all i feel is going back coz this place is so dark and full of loneliness I just feel like I was in a bubble and now I'm thrown out of it in. I feel so lonely and don't feel like don't anything even though I have a competitive exam coming up I'm in a drop year and in a hell lot of stress atp..i keep conviencing myself how ungrateful evil person I'm and that I didn't thank him enough ( even though he was wrong) so ya I just keep self sabotaging and don't know how to keep out of the loop of going back to him..”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I don't think there is an easy answer except that you just have to focus this sadness, or rage or loneliness on to your exam prep. Nd once you clear it, may be you will see world in different light