“Just mujhe apne life ke baare m kuch share Krna h pta nhi mujhe hmesha se apne aap ko lekr ek insecurity h hrr cheez ke liye hmesha dill chahta h ki hmm hmesha wo krrey jo dusra krta ho jnta ho taaki hm ussey better lg skey ya uske barabar unknowingly mere andar n chahte hue v hrr cheez ko as a competition ki trh lene ka aadt hogya h ek self comparison ar kuch v n kr paane ka guilt bht jyada h smgh nhi aata insbse kse niklu”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Seek professional help psychiatrist will help u in this. If youre that aware u can also change it about urself but if that's not possible then do what I told u