โjust a REAL CONFESSION from a collg grad boy,india ๐๐๐
there was a girl in my school who was very sweet, even her smile the way her eyes lit up when she used to smile, her kind nature,her hair,her cutu sa face ,everything was just magical,ethereal about her .๐ซ
but at that time i did'nt had such feelings, i was just an introverted guy ,who didnt had much interactions/convo with her ,but a couple of times some classmate of mine use to tease me with her name or her with mine just for fun
it was around 5-6 years ago !
recently(2-3 weeks before) i got to know about her insta handle(private acc.) through some mutual connection,she is looking the same cute ,litle girl with those sparkling eyes ,and that smile for which one can die for
idk where she is , what career/degree she is pursuing or anything ,since i wasn't in contact with her(i guess even that mutual guy don't know,he was just a guy i know thats it)
but the thing is that girl literally came into my dream while sleeping , where literally she was crying and she hugged me /confessed me !! ,took my hands and sit beside me in school bench ! damn, there i felt what it is when they say that whole world got stopped/paused for a sec (but later on i got to know it was just a dream๐ญ๐คฃ). {this happened 2-3 weeks earlier}
now again(mind you during these weeks i didnt even thought about her but still) yesterday at night while sleeping she came into my dreams literally in our school building where she talked with me (i forgot she asked me 1 or 2 ques,i replied too something,then she told her b'day date comes on september ,thats it, i moved forward in crowd, and dream ended)๐ญ๐
ahhh i know its impossible to go back in time /meet her again/have convo on insta out of nowhere( i won't do that) , but yeah she was literally my genuine one and only crush till now .just her insta dp , and school time whatsapp dp i have saved and ocassionally see and wonder how and what she will be doing now...
atleast don't come to my dreams just for making me go delusional๐ญ, i'm just trying to forget her now
i have literally 0 dating exp btw till now(koi aur mili hi nahi uski trah, ho bhi nahi skti)
i just hope she is happy and that smile never fades away from her face
eng bekaar h meri galtiyaan mt nikalna i dont even know whether someone will read all of this or notโ
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
oiyyy why didn't you send her a frd request if you can't do that from your main account use your alt account try talking to her :)
best of luck dude ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ค๐ป
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Another soul answered...
Yrrr...๐ธ๐ซถ๐ป
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Wandering voices โ answers no one has read yet
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Another soul answered...Thanked by the asker
talk to her alr broo , atleast talk to her as a frnd , there can be no regrets in future like why didnt i even spoke to her in once ??