Iwna dieee plzzz
So I'm in clg rn 16yo girl , it's been 2 months I'm in clg I've still no frnds and noone in clg I did have frnds but they get annoyed by me other than that another group of girls treats me like I'm not one of em they don't treat me like how they treat each other, as friends, I tried to talk to many ppl but NVR felt good or when I did felt good the other person don't like me I always consoled myself saying everythings for a good reason but now I don't know what to do also at home I don't feel safe like I can't share stuff to em they judges me alot I rlly wna die I can't live like this , I'm so awkward irl too idk wht to talk abt when I'm w ppl it's so quiet like yk I feel so lonely im not good in studies too I liked this one girl wna be her frnd she already frnds w smone else now ,god how can I explain how depressed I feel everythings so hard for me I've noone around I feel so unsafe im going downhills

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Iwna dieee plzzz
So I'm in clg rn 16yo girl , it's been 2 months I'm in clg I've still no frnds and noone in clg I did have frnds but they get annoyed by me other than that another group of girls treats me like I'm not one of em they don't treat me like how they treat each other, as friends, I tried to talk to many ppl but NVR felt good or when I did felt good the other person don't like me I always consoled myself saying everythings for a good reason but now I don't know what to do also at home I don't feel safe like I can't share stuff to em they judges me alot I rlly wna die I can't live like this , I'm so awkward irl too idk wht to talk abt when I'm w ppl it's so quiet like yk I feel so lonely im not good in studies too I liked this one girl wna be her frnd she already frnds w smone else now ,god how can I explain how depressed I feel everythings so hard for me I've noone around I feel so unsafe   im going downhills

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hey, sweetheart. I know you probably feel like nobody understands what you're going through right now, but please don't think that there's something wrong with you just because you haven't found your people yet. It's only been two months. I know it might feel like an eternity when you have to wake up every day and go somewhere you don't feel welcomed, but two months aren't enough to decide that you'll always be alone.

And please, don't force yourself into friendships where you constantly feel unwanted. You don't have to earn a place in someone's life by trying harder and harder to make them like you. Sometimes people just aren't your people, and that's okay. You'll eventually meet someone with whom even the most random, meaningless conversations will feel comfortable.

Also, being awkward or not knowing what to talk about doesn't make you boring. You're still figuring yourself out, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. You don't need to be the funniest, prettiest, smartest or most interesting person in a room to deserve genuine friendships.

But something I really want you to take seriously is how you're feeling at home and the fact that you've mentioned wanting to die. Please don't carry those feelings all by yourself. If you don't feel comfortable talking to your parents, is there a teacher, counsellor, older sibling or another trusted adult you could reach out to? If I want U can DM me on insta , my I'd is - panoclao ....You deserve to have someone listen without judging you.

And please, don't measure your worth by how many friends you have, how well you perform academically or whether someone chooses you as their friend. You're so much more than how other people perceive you.

You don't need to figure out your entire life right now. Take it one day at a time. Please stay safe, okay? You deserve to experience the good parts of life that you haven't even gotten to yet. Sending you so much love. ♡