“I've made mistakes in past I've recovered from them everyone forgot abt it... except me . The regret in me stays like a birthmark i can't stop hating myself for the mistakes I did . My past still affects my current reputation. She's still inside me somewhere buried deep under my thoughts .. I hate her I can't let her out . I don't wanna listen to her . She speaks she screams for me to listen but I ignore because I'm too embarrassed to call herself someone I used to be , idk what do to, how to not hate her, how to change the way I see her . Pls help”
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Someone answered with kindness...
buddy you had to face it and get over it by yourself i know this is pretty easy to say but their is no way out . watch some movies and shows which are similar to your situation it helped me a lot