“I've been handling everything alone all my life, i should have protected myself but i couldn't able to ,with the knowledge i had back then..i blame myself for it, am not waking up on a random day and choose okay lemme blame myself today,nah!! I am cruel to myself and am kind to all other people except myself.. I've a lot of things that bothers me I have people who love me but I can't able to talk with them I've always been this goofy person, i keep thinking about what if they see me differently or pity me or what if it's too much to to drop on someone , it feels terrible to see someone helpless for my own situtaion..i badly wanna ask help am mentally exhausted
I keep thinking about things that happened to me in the past and i end up catching headache so it's it's double the work now.. also I feel so hopeless when i think about my future... It's just blank”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Hey buddy you are not alone on this for some years I also found myself in the same situation there are two options either make peace with world and fight within or make peace with yourself and fight with world I will suggest go and tell someone about your situation someone who loves you not who you love . And my love don't worry about the future. Some things are better be unknown. Life's beauty is in its randomness❤️. Hope it makes your heart light and shoulder strong.