It's like people around me don't really have memory of the good things I've done for them. It's frustrating and it leaves me with a sense of emptiness. I found myself in a sort of management position, I'm good at my job, but also very envied for this.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

But still, the good things that you have done for them still stay. 
We do kind things for the sake of kindness. Of course, without being stupid and letting other people take advantage of us.

I think it is more or less normal to be envied when being in a position of relevance. But if you really are a leader, eventually people would come to admire you for the things that you do. Takes time. Good luck.

“It's like people around me don't really have memory of the good things I've done for them. It's frustrating and it leaves me with a sense of emptiness. I found myself in a sort of management position, I'm good at my job, but also very envied for this.”