“It's been a while since I gave my best in studies. Everytime I start something ruins it. And I cannot do it when I'm uncertain and my heart is filled with anxiety. I need to restart, or things wont be good for me.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Take time and give yourself time. Believe in yourself because right now what you need is self love and worth not self doubt. The greatest power that you will have is you. So believe in yourself and start again. And no, you don't ruin everything.