Is weightloss possible, i cant get myself to do anything, i have so many ideas , goals, im a good student, but i cant follow any routine. Ive been trying to manage since 10 years , but now i feel like ive missed out a lot on life. Sometimes i think i might have ADHD.
Few reasons i feel that is , how my brain never goes silent, i feel i have severe executive dysfunction. Also my brain has like way too many thoughts and tabs opened, and im unable to forget loads of traumatic events... they dont bother me , just put me in deep thought. These ruminations are so annoying. I am gonna start med school in a few months and i wanna fix all my shortcomings. I feel like sometimes it gets soo bad that i dont shower or brush my teeth and hair. Im also losing interest in everything. I have done many random random things, overspent on 30 different hobbies lost interest. I also kind of think im like very very good at mirroring people i can blend in so well with people. I feel like instagram has ruined my life and ive started feeling veryyyyy jealous. I feel like everyone is glowing up and it never worls out for me. I feel very miserable, its so draining. I even left a situationship recently and i keep thinking about that aswell🫤
Idk maybe if uni starts ill get better? But ive been like this my wjole life, an avid planner not executer. Like everyone around me is easily able to do stuff they say. But even simple stuff like brushing my teeth is daunting to me. On top of tgat i have pmos and insulin resistance... changing my diet and lifestyle alr taking such a big toll on me. It was like tge only dopamine i gkt was from food. I feel very unmotivated. I started hiding from mkrrors, sropped taking pictures, i am very very insecure, very very veey very good at lying . Idk i just dont knkw howwww to do it. I make it sound like i can do it all to others, cook clean gym craft study n be religious but infact i donr do it all at all. I am very foolish at times 🫠🫤
I also have a very very hyperactive memory i canr forget anything anykne tells me , it kind of makes me feel like q creep 🫤
Idek
I just wish i could change. I know how to i plan it all but i only do 1/6th of it. I am soooo demotivated . Also on top od that im broke , its like i have no purpose left in life anymore

Question

Is weightloss possible, i cant get myself to do anything, i have so many ideas , goals, im a good student, but i cant follow any routine. Ive been trying to manage since 10 years , but now i feel like ive missed out a lot on life. Sometimes i think i might have ADHD. 
Few reasons i feel that is , how my brain never goes silent, i feel i have severe executive dysfunction. Also my brain has like way too many thoughts and tabs opened, and im unable to forget loads of traumatic events... they dont bother me , just put me in deep thought. These ruminations are so annoying. I am gonna start med school in a few months   and i wanna fix all my shortcomings. I feel like sometimes it gets soo bad that i dont shower or brush my teeth and hair. Im also losing interest in everything. I have done many random random things, overspent on 30 different hobbies lost interest. I also kind of think im like very very good at mirroring people i can blend in so well with people. I feel like instagram has ruined my life and ive started feeling veryyyyy jealous. I feel like everyone is glowing up and it never worls out for me. I feel very miserable, its so draining. I even left a situationship recently and i keep thinking about that aswell🫤
Idk maybe if uni starts ill get better? But ive been like this my wjole life, an avid planner not executer. Like everyone around me is easily able to do stuff they say. But even simple stuff like brushing my teeth is daunting to me. On top of tgat i have pmos and insulin resistance... changing my diet and lifestyle alr taking such a big toll on me. It was like tge only dopamine i gkt was from food. I feel very unmotivated. I started hiding from mkrrors, sropped taking pictures, i am very very insecure, very very veey very good at lying . Idk i just dont knkw howwww to do it. I make it sound like i can do it all to others, cook clean gym craft study n be religious but infact i donr do it all at all. I am very foolish at times 🫠🫤
I also have a very very hyperactive memory  i canr forget anything anykne tells me , it kind of makes me feel like q creep 🫤
Idek 
I just wish i could change. I know how to i plan it all but i only do 1/6th of it. I am soooo demotivated . Also on top od that im broke , its like i have no purpose left in life anymore

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

oh ml. please don't think like that. ur perfectly fine js the way you are so pls dont overthink about losing  weight. and as some one who's been diagnosed w ADHD for a year now, I can assure u that you'll get thru it. ilysm girl, you'll get thru this hard time in ur life💗💪