“In March I got to know about audhd and alot of things started making this for me . since then I've been recognising alot of those patterns , u may think that I maybe larping adhd and shi but ik how it feels to live that life when others live normal life , I'm scared that I'll be self diagnosing myself till I die , I've thought about reaching out to psychiatrist , even tried but the prices are too much for an single session , i work part time job with my bcom , I have to give all my money to home , they scare me with their emotional dramas to give it to them , had 5 panic attacks in past 3 weeks .......
I get scoldings in job everyday for something or other i forgot or something that I fk up , I am tired of this ,
Will I be living my dream if i get diagnosed ?, I chose CA( CHARTERED ACCOUNTANCY) , left after reading for an year , started poem writing left I've worte around 15-20 poems , left photographing, idk gng skipping everything and forgetting about it feels so shitty .....”
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Someone answered with kindness...
babe have you considered some sliding scale therapists who might be able to give you a discount on sessions to help you figure out. i’m sorry you’re having a hard time at work and home - some easier breathing techniques on youtube should help but so just start with a psychologist if you can and then further steps