“I'm such a quiet kid, I don't have ANY friends at my school and its my 2nd year and I'm trying to make friends but i'm scared i'll get hurt or bullied like i did in elementary school which got my mental health to decline. I relaspe every now and then over stupid things, i'm such a failiure and embaresment to my family. It's not like i wanna kms tho, I have atempted in the past but I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna live like this...”
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Someone answered with kindness...
its important to do things outside your comfort zone! you wont know if (hypothetically) you will get hurt UNTIL YOU TRY! i know its scary, but you cant predict the outcome... life's hard but trust me you are progressing - seek professional help if your mental health is struggling! thank you for living another day! youre wonderful!
maybe see if there are hobby-related classes after lessons... its a great way to make friends