“I'm soo confused rnnn I don't know where am I heading I am on a brink of graduation my college doesn't have placements there is no time to study for competitive exam as I have no time because of internship and the place where I do internship isn't that good I want to pursue design but I don't know I want a gap year don't know how to ask I want to be financially free as well at the same time what do I dooo I really don't know I'm confused a lottt”

Another soul answered...

I was in this exact situation a yr ago. Although i did my internship in the position I wanted but the company and team weren't great. After it was done and my graduation was done i took 2 months break for myself and upskilled on everything I need to know while applying 5 jobs everyday. I even made excel sheets. Where I didn't get selected I asked them to share a feedback to improve myself. Luckily i got an opportunity where my skills and work was appreciated. And just like that its been a year. You never know actually I applied in many huge companies but I love where I am right now. The growth and learnings here, especially the people too are amazing. Gave me scope to earn, work on myself and give time to everything I wanted. Keep trying only you can take control of your life. All the best.