“Im so hung up on my best friend man its actually not even funny I have GOT to leave her and stop talking to her and hanging out because she literally makes me eat up all her breadcrumbs that I cant handle its like I turn into a golden retriever puppy everytime I get the slightest bit of attention from her and im settling for so much less than I should I mean this isnt how I would want to have a best friend heck forget that im in love with her she doesnt even match up to my idea of a BEST FRIEND. She isnt the one for me and ive gotta accept it gang its not even funny I have to before its too late
Or maybe I should just confess to her and then it will all naturally unfold into distance after I do it yeah that could work but what if I loose my other friends and to be fair I do like her normally but like I also hate and despise her guts like I wish I never met her at all so I wouldnt feel any of this but also im so glad shes with me I love her so much shes so pretty and sweet and gorgeous like my pretty girl I love her so much but oh mmmyyyy fuckinggg gooddddd im jealous bro I need to get a big fat grip on myself before I get tangled within her grasp and like my whole friendgroups sucks man I hate em all they just keep yapping and it sucks its disgusting its like my old group all over again, I just cant seem to find people who r n the same wavelength as me like I might just have to wait till uni or smt
I literally just want her to know that I care about her sososooss much like she actually doesnt understand she could NEVER understand she cant ever think about even reaching my level bro its all in the little things the way she walks, her hands, her eyes, her lips, her hair, her neck, her jaw, her jawline, her collarbones like oh just shoot me im adisgusting but oh my god the way she listens to me but also doesnt and the way she understands but also never could comprehend everything I say like no one gets it, its genuinely me against the world right now man.
If only my memories could all get wiped out then maybe this wouldnt be so hard and maybe I would’ve never met her. Ive got to block her man I need to ghost her I hate her I hate her I goddamn hate her body and her mouth and her gorgeous pink lips and the way she smiles and laughs and her sparkling eyes and the way she leaves me wanting for more but doesnt even realise it in the SLIGHTEST.
oh my god oh my god save me someone I cant even tell anyone this because im gonna get called insane. and like i love her so much my best friend shes so gorgeous and amazing but she neevr realises that she hurts me maybe beacuse she doesnt rlly do anyting wrong it just hurts anyways cs i dont think ill be her first option and it hurts so damn much n she prolly has a crush on someone else and it sucks so much to just stay with her and be with her 24/7 and know that but then again its the bes tiems of my life oh my gosh shes literally evertything i need. but i feel so so angry at myself for liking her and the fact that i get INSANELY jealous around her bc other people just get her attention way more than me and its like why wont u choose me im right hre but i know she has a life that obviously doesnt revolve around me ns its like it hurts so bad bc i think she might have a crush on somebody but ik it willnever be me. it could never ever in any universe be me who she loves. yes shes a great and lovely friend and is always there for me but she hurts me too in ways she will never know, whether it be her dry reponses or the way she chooses other people obver me i just cant help but fall in love with her even more and more day afteer day. but i genuinely need to get out of this neverending loop and get my life in control right now, she wont be there for me when im down, im the only one i have to help. so please, how can i stop obsessing over this girl and actually focus on myself. and if i do tell her my friendgroup might just fall apart and who knows if she will even be my friend anymore gosh. id just really like some helpful advice and words of comfort sighhh”
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Someone answered with kindness...
hey just go for it dude life is too short too overthink about love if you like her then you like her just go for it