“I'm feeling so lost and weirded out with life... I was the kind of person who grew up seeing my parents struggle with loans and debts. The reason i made a promise to myself that I'd never do the same in my life. Yet bcs of my ex... I decided to move to dubai in feb this year after taking some loans and it did not go well. He was a cheater and abuser, i lost my job bcs of him. My company found out he worked in same industry so they told me to quit. The whole war situation, my ex used that as an excuse to drag me back to my country india with him. Only for him to cheat on me once again just a week after landing... He cheated on me multiple times before but he did that again especially when i was struggling with my life my financial debt my mental health.... And during this time i found out more stuff which he did even before i went to Dubai with him. The whole thing left me feeling so drained that I'm just struggling alot mentally and can't even afford to go to the psychiatrist appointment I've been ignoring for months bcs i do not have money. I need help to get myself back on good terms mentally to start looking for other jobs bcs my emi payments just keep piling and i have no means to afford to pay them. I've been having really bad thoughts bcs of this and I can't even face my family anymore especially my mom who took loan for me to fund my dubai journey.
I don't know what to do.... I really feel lost”
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i'm so sorry... but i need you to know this:
do NOT give up hope, get rid of those bad thoughts like you should get rid of that fugly guy. idk if you already have, but if you haven't DUMP HIM instantly. find a new job and a better future, save up your moeny, and LEAVE. you can do this. find ways to manage your mental health with simple techniques. maybe find free online mental health clinics. WE BELIEVE IN YOU !!!!!! if you need help you can email me [email protected]