Idk what to write and how to start but, I feel so useless but still, I end up doing nothing. It's not like I have options and I don't choose them but, idk where to look for options like for example, rn I really really need a job (part time because im a student) I don't have enough to pay rent or even buy food rn, I have €0,90 in my account and I have to pay rent and my uni fee this month and idk how to do that. I've been looking for jobs everywhere. I was so desperate that Idc about what kind of job I just need to make some money but, as an international student it's so hard to get a job without speaking the language. It's been 6 months I'm here and I used all of my savings I had and I'm even learning the language I can understand it and speak to some extend but still, not enough to get a job. Idk what to do it's making me feel so useless and worthless. I don't wanna ask my parents for money because, ik they don't have it. I've applied to thousands of jobs from cleaning to waitress everything but they need me to speak Italian. Im really worried about it, for food I can compromise but I have to pay rent and bills and fee and idk how to land a job. I just wanna disappear atp.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hey 🤍
First of all, I just want to give you a virtual hug and say that I am so so sorry you are in this position. I wish I could help you in real time however this will have to suffice. Your efforts are not unnoticed to the universe, I know I can't tell for sure but I pray and hope you receive abundant blessings soon. Before you know it you will be overflowing with finances, I mean look at you right now. It takes so much of bravery to move to another country and take a leap to study and try to build a better life for you and your family. I know you're trying to get a job, and it's really difficult I understand but maybe try online jobs also maybe even content creation where some creators do advertising and don't show their faces, try through an au pair agency or babysitting as well. I really hope you find an opportunity soon, the best stories always start off with a struggle and I'm sure this is just the start of your super cool origin story. The person who actually moved and made everything work. Please take care of yourself, try to speak to the university also as I am aware some unis offer assistance to students who are experiencing financial difficulties. Alternatively you can also try online go fund mes or such if you share your story as people will want to assist you as well - it's not a weakness you are just trying to help yourself through available resources.

I don't know who you are, but I will keep you in my prayers and I hope you receive everything you want and deserve in this life. My message may not land you a job or bring finances but I hope it motivates you to keep going. This is just temporary, your life is just beginning. You will be so successful someday and this will all just be a bittersweet memory of how you started out. Please utilise any possible uni or community resources and I really wish you well. I hope you get a job soon. For now please take care of yourself and keep your hopes up high, ik it's difficult but when the universe sees your positivity, it will give you 10x back. You are so worth it, you are brave and super courageous, the world is so much better with strong and resilient people like yourself.