“idk what to do with my career i dont want to aim for money i want to trust my guy but i cant take the leap i want to spend my time building a small house for my partner and i and our cats but who knows where ill find money after that i hate thinking about money but because of my lax job i dont have to much but maybe thats the problem its a warm bath”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Well, think about it this way, you have a goal -- a small house for you, your partner, and your cats. The money is just a means to achieving your goal, and so if you focus on what you actually want out of life (proper aim), it won't bother you as much.
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Another soul answered...
I saw a lot of cheap RVs on KSL.com. Housing is a big expense, you have to solve it or find a bigger income.