Idk what im actually doing rn cuz everything is so messed up like I miss a guy who was my best friend and due to some reasons I had to let him go amd life's been very mean to me nowadays like I think if so nd so things happen it would be great and exactly opposite things happen every single time I literally have no one whom I can call my people im not being able to study also nowadays I feel very happy for one moment and at the very next moment im the saddest person alive i always feel ppl dont want me i mean I never feel included anywhere i mean there is no one who would notice me who would notice what I want what I like my likes dislikes i just feel like its just a world where everyone is a Main character and im just a character in everyone's life.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hey dude , I hope you are wherever you are I know the feeling we can't force someone to reciprocate our feelings or to behave in a certain way we like if you poured your heart out to a relationship that's the most you could have done and you did it this does not make your feelings or your yearning for a deep connection immaterial on the contrary it shows how much caring you are and the amount of love at your disposal, I know the feeling of emptiness and there is no way to describe what you feel though try to remind yourself of you that who you are and why are you so special no matter how strong the demons inside your mind are they are just thoughts and you are always better than them , life feels miserable when you are alone so I won't pretend embracing loneliness is a good idea it would only make your yearning even more miserable, I advise you need to be comfortable of yourself be sure of your identity and then I think the connection will flow , whoever and wherever you are , Routing for ya