“Idk but these days i feel anxious about the life i have dreamt of like im working on it but im also scared that what if it doesn't work out what if i failed what if it doesn't the way i wanted these thoughts just scares me soo much and i feel anxious i cry alot i shiver like idk how to explain i just cant breathe when these thoughts comes into my mind its like if i failed or i couldn't make it everything will end like idk im just 19 i haven't even started yet but its my one and only chance bcoz ofc im from a middle class family and if i failed they cant afford all of that Second time then what will i do how will do what will happen next idk im just so scared and im doing im doing hardwork im giving my best but still im scared the thought of not getting that life or not getting out of this country just scares the hell out of me....maybe it sounds stupid but its so scary and i want it so badly idk im just so scared”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Give it all you got.
But still remember, if it doesn't work accordingly. There is gonna be another path that will open up for you.
I tried to get into medical field but wasnt able to. I was in same situation as you. I felt that everything is going to end. But still life goes on , you will find more amazing and wonderful things. ..
Worry not. It's going to be okay. Believe in yourself.