Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
Dear stranger ! Looking at what you've written I'm personally not able to get what you're asking. But here's what I have to say. You've been through alot of challanges and you managed to come to a little better position in life so give yourself a little credit for that. And trust me you're not the only one who's going through career/study struggles. Just ask yourself do you like the degree you're studying? If yes work towards that. If not figure out what course you wanna study. And if you're in a situation where you don't like the course but can't leave the institution. Look for an online degree in IGNOU or similar online degree. Along with that also work towards building skills like excel. And also look for internships if that sounds interesting to you. Regardless what you need to know is that everything is not over. No one can ever sink so bad that they're not able to rise up. Don't let the past bother your presence but at the same time learn from your mistakes so you don't repeat them in the future. ALL THE VERY BEST FOR YOUR ENDEAVOURS
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