“I used to not believe in relationships and I never wanted to be in one. But, suddenly I started talking with guy who is my mother's friend's son.. I normally don't talk to him irl. and i only talked to him through online. Oneday, I realised I have something for him, but didn't want to accept it and kept on telling myself that it's nothing. one day, I asked him whether he has anything for me and he was like yeah. and later on, I told him that i like him too but idk for some reason i felt very heavy like carrying something. I didn't feel the excitement. i was confused. i told him abt what was gng in my mind and he was confused after listening to me. 'cause i didn't want my parents to get disappointed. but, for the first time i listened to my heart and came on a word that i like him and it's true. the very next day, he went home for holiday and guess what his mother came to know abt our relation and the person who told her was his FRIEND. that's it. My mother and his mother are not like how they used to be before. And this guilt and pain is killing me.”