“I think I’m in a long distance situationship. Sometimes she acts like she loves me, then she tells if I actually love someone. i would do this. Also, she shares this is how she wants to get married and stuff like that.
I am with her everytime she needs me. I have canceled plans, made free time just so that if she calls, I should be available. I didn’t want to miss a chance to talk to her. I stopped going out regularly, I made her my priority. But now she had a chance to go somewhere, she stopped calling me, she stopped texting. I know she is enjoying her life and I am happy for her. But now I don’t have anything, and I’m the one to blame. I can’t even ask for anything because she didn’t explicitly said she likes me. There’s so much more to it but yeah this is how life is now. I miss her, I can’t say I miss her, I don’t wanna show love to her because I miss her so much. And if I show love, I don’t think I can be sane, missing her. I used to sleep holding a pillow, now I put the pillow away.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
hey bro, you really need to start prioritising yourself, your plans, your hangouts. Dont give yourself 2nd priority.... its sounds like you are emotionally dependent on that person, it will be really exhausting if this goes on, and you said its a situationship right, so meet new people, and if you are in love with her, state that clearly, and get to know what she feels and see how that goes....but firstly prioritise yourself