“I really want to do biology research, but I know I can not get money from these job, and I do not have enough career to become a proffesor. Everyday when I read some one work with nature, I always die inside and want to yelling to whole world.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Completely understandable frustration. A big part of life is finding happiness where you are, regardless of situation. You may consider looking at adjacent fields and roles that you may have not yet considered