I m really struggling in my life on my own. I might sound weird. I took 2 drops for NEET and initially I haven’t thought about what medico career is, just my parents wants to see me as a doctor so i was preparing, and after all the time I couldn’t clear it, and in between i got to know about imat exam, i gave but I couldn’t clear it, so so bad luck. I have had planned everything like i was going to clear imat. After that i wanted to take a drop for imat, but didn’t wanted to stay at home as mental pressure comes there alot, so i thought to take admission in bba (if imat not cleared again i would continue cat and mba), and i really thought that mbbs is not for me and maybe mba is. I also haven’t given cuet so i took admission in private clg. And now i feel like i m choking and I can’t do anything. I feel so so bad and weird and feel like committing suicide.

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Frist of All . 
Believe in miracles and nothing is impossible.
If have experienced the vibrance of what it truly feel to be alive . Trust dying will be the last thing you whant to do.
Trust as long you have a will and consciousness the reality is your man .
And dont ever live for somone else account. No matter if its parents or whatever.
 Have you wondered after your parents era who will decide your life ? The society,norms,peers will submit their own idea and you be a puppet man .
Always remember 
Set ablaze your life and keep people who withstand it .
Have you seen mt.fuji? Ever wondered how a night at lonely desert felt like ? Have you seen the snow leopards of Himalayas? Doesn't it makes you wonder how beautiful are the northern lights are ? Trust me brother world was never small but your vision is .
Forget the safety,live where you fear to live.
Distory your ego ,be notoriously yourself .
I leave give a last piece of advice.
"Forget every single noise, and dwell in the lofe tou whant for yourself .
As there is you who is experiencing lofe from you not at you "