I loved studying psychology and human behavior before my BS but my father insisted me to enter into tech so i decided to choose CS as my major, but now after 3 years i still feel like i don't belong to this field, i am not good enough to be fitted in this major and i still haven't figured out what i wanna do after my BS i really wanna go abroad to study but i am stuck bcz of my selection, i don't enjoy coding after 3 years i just know the basics even if i try to master everything i can't bcz i don't have interest what should i do how can i develop my interest in this field i have tried exploring different areas of this field but nothing worked out for me its annoying, i feel like i am just wasting my fathers money on nothing

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Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Hey.
I relate to you so so so much. Idk if anything I say will be of any comfort to you. I am an architecture student who is in her second last year. Halfway through I realised that I'm very very very bad at architecture but I kept trying so hard only to fail again and again. And nobody really understands how .uch I'm actually tryjng. I tried to droput but then I was scared because what if I suck at the next thing too. What if it's not the field but me. I regret not dropoyout so much because internship made me realise that this really isn't for me and I will be miserable if I have to do this for the rest of my life. My younger brother and elder brother both have started earning on their own and are independent. I just want to be financially independent somehow but no. And the weird part is I'm interested in psychology too. I was thinking about taking an online degree or something in psychology after I graduate so that I don't have to do this for the rest of my life. I don't really know if that's possible for you but if you can, go for it.
I don't really know what to tell you, just that it's tough and I really really understand you and that you're not alone in this. I do really hope that you find something you love and everything works out. I hope the world is just a little bit more kind to you. Lots of love, a stranger.