“I loved someone with all my heart, and he left me without even giving me a reason I could understand. It's been six months, and today, when he finally texted me, he spoke as if everything that went wrong between us was my fault. And the hardest part is that I still love him, even after everything.
I don't think he understands how much I've missed him, how many times I've wished things could go back to the way they used to be, or how badly I've wanted just one chance to make things right. I know I probably shouldn't want someone back after they've walked away, but I can't help how I feel. I never wanted things to end like this. I never wanted us to become strangers.
I want him back. Not just for the sake of having someone, but because it's him. Because even after six months, a part of me is still holding on to what we had. I wish he could understand that I never stopped caring. I wish he knew that I would have rather worked through things with him than lose him completely.
I don't know if he misses me, if he ever thinks about me, or if I even cross his mind anymore. I just know that if he genuinely wanted to come back and make things right, my heart would probably still choose him.
And that's what hurts the most. After all this time, after everything that happened, I still love the same person who chose to walk away from me.”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
Girl, the feelings will fade with time, trust me. You deserve a better person!