“I love my bestfriend so much , and I know she loves me too . But there is a problem that I also love her in different way . Other than bestfriend.
But I don't want to ruin our beautiful friendship. So I didn't express anything. But she knows everything and she always comforts me understands me . And never judged me for anything and she never say no to me for anything. I lovee her so muchh . But I don't want any kind of problem in her life bcz of me. Bcz sometimes her parents don't allow her to with me bcz they think Iam not good person. But she always chooses me . I don't want to lose or ruin our friendship anyday. But Iam so scared that bcz of my feelings our friendship will be broken one day . And I overthink on it so muchh. If she didn't msg me for 3 -4 days . I get kinda insecure. So I don't know what should I do.”
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If you hold onto your feelings and do not even express it, what good will it even do? Both of you know that you love each other. Just let it out. If you hold onto your feelings for long and adding her parent's disagreements to that, who knows that in the coming future she might give up on you as you seem hesitant to even express your love. Just tell her everything.