Someone once asked...
Someone answered with kindness...
We often feel we are stuck in life when we don't get to achieve our goals and it's normal. Do not depend on motivation but be sure you are disciplined. As for meeting your parents expectations, try not to overthink. You are more knowledgeable in your career path than your parents than your parents (I am assuming) and make sure you add a sense of joy to your work. Last but not least consistency is key