“I like somebody to the point that when we stopped talking where I said that I will never talk to him ever again .....those 4 days felt like forever ........nothing made me happy everything I tried to do as normal person made me remember him .....I m eating ....in the fleeting moment I m thinking of him ......I saw moon....and he is everywhere around me .........I just love him a lot ......but his bestfriend likes me from when I was 9-10 y/o he proposed to me too......I rejected him long ago .........but then the person I like and me became friends really great one at that started talking to him at midnight for 1 hour everyday and sometimes even till 3 in the morning Abt random shit or sometimes definitely deep talks Abt life ......I didn't knew when I did I fell for him so hard(I am not a call person especially with boys) that even as an yapper I want to hear him yapping .....I felt like wht I have for him is wrong considering his bsf had feelings for me ik .......but I just can't let him go ......it feels like hell ......please ....I have never gone through such an hell ......this physical pain in my chest i swear it's not poetry or something it's fuckin reall....”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Hey listen, it's not your fault if his bsf likes you. you don't like him back and you even told him so, don't feel bad for not loving him and loving his bsf. If you both love each other than don't overthink it. It happens sometimes when the person we love doesn't love us back and it's normal we can't do anything about it.
So if the guy you love loves you back then don't overthink it