“I like a girl...but, i've been straight my whole life, I can't accept my own feeling and most importantly, she's my friend. Lately we got so close and we talk like lovers all the time, she is a very non chalant person, and keeps distance to most people, but these days are showing a whole different her, I'm not sure if she likes me but now its more complicated cuz we talk like that all the time, and even if I tried to admit my feelings, idk if she would be serious about it, we even held hands even tho she is the kind who stops by the wrist, we've shared and had so many inside jokes and symbols to start with but I've no idea whats on her mind. She acts so much like she likes me but then a word and we're back to friends, this is killing me. What do u think she is doing, or what she feels, she's bi btw”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I think she likes you too but she's hesitating because you're "straight". She probably knows you're unsure about liking a girl for the first time so maybe she is trying to protect the friendship by staying just friends.