“i have shittiest of shitty family who pretend to care or love me and I want to escape from here but I can't live the city for a few more months is there some idea i can stay outside the house for the whole day for my own mental health and my own studies?? I am preparing for competitive exam and they want me to do household chores and i do but i can't handle the whole house right??? i have to give time to my studies too, they're toxic, manipulative and the reasons i get panic attacks, they won't let me join a library I go to college but they complain when I'm out the whole day what am I supposed to do? i end up crying i don't want that I want myself to be mentally strong to face all this I'm in suicidal phase from the last few years and i don't want to give up i want to live my life to achieve my dreams but i end up thinking about giving up almost everyday i don't want that :)”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Sending you virtual guys. Look just don't lose hope okay??? Trust me , donot lose hope. I totally understand what you're going through and i know it's not easy at all. Im really bad at consoling, but trust me , if you ever lose hope in yourselffff please borrow it from me because I know you gonna make it one day, you'll have everything you ever dreamt of. If u get panic attacks please take long breath and try to name any 5 object around you. You'll get through this , i know you can. This is just a phase not your whole story , you got this and you're so brave. Sending you tons of love