“I have family but I feel so lonely and I feel alone in this big world like I do not belong here. I am a kind of introvert and socially awkward. Even in family I am no one's First priority that is also one of my goal to be someone's First priority whom I like. Maybe they feel I am not useful as I am staying in home currently and I can't do basic outside works as I am socially anxious person. And I am not in proper health i have fatigue, anxiety, overestimated mostly, physicallyandmentally tired, sensitive. I am a female from India I want to get one specific government job which I used to prepare 4 years but later due to some bacterial fever and earlier stress or maybe autistic I don't know, I got chronic health symptoms. From then my brain was not working like earlier It feels my brain is frying when put too much concentration or focus on anything even reading and remembering. It feels like i got thrown into some unknown place like earth without support or backbone. In terms of astrology I am in my sadesati phase don't know these issues are due to that. I want a safe space who can understand me as I am with gentlenessand kindness and support me.”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I can understand girl not all of you but most of you. It's the worst feeling you look for home in ur own home. When you feel like a part of a crowd that's it. When your parents don't show affection or love. Idk why people get married when they can't love children. Even animals need affection. I wish i could help you but im helpless