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Someone answered with kindness...
I'm going through the same phase right now. It’s been 2 and half years. I suggest you do a course from an open university. Choose a subject. Get another master’s degree, 1 year diploma, 6 months/3months course. The course fee is significantly less. All you have to do is submit assignments once or twice a year and sit for term end exam. No need to worry about classes, materials since they rarely hold physical classes for non practical courses and you can get printed materials from the university itself. What I mean is the university will send the materials on your address. In the meanwhile, try applying for internships or apprenticeship programmes. Doing this will make you feel less guilty and pave path for different directions. And another suggestion that don't mention it to anyone except parents or siblings, unless someone’s in need. Do it silently. Not everyone needs to know what you're really up to in your life at the moment. Keep it a secret from the people who criticize anything you do in your life. It’s just a personal opinion. And I hope things turn out to be good for you in future.
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