“I have been struggling throughout the year. My father died in 2019. I have two elder brother who deosnt care about me or my mother. Both of them are drug addict and both of them are married and has child. But the blew up their marriage and always puts pressure on my mother to take care of them. So me and my mother lives alone. My mother is working in an small ngo, but the job probably wont last. So i have to get a full time job to be able to live. I am currently and undergrad student, in my 2nd year. And yesterday for some reason our land lord gave us notice to move out as soon as possible. So no i wont have job and i wont have a house either. I dont know what to do. I just want to die. I was thinking of killing myself all day long coz this is a lot of pressure, i dont know what to do. I live in Bangladesh so it is not easy to get a job or a house in low budget. I might have to live on the streets. I feel like i am gonna explod”
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Someone answered with kindness...
are you ok right now? killing urself might not be the only way to run away from ur problems, life may always be tough for some people , but always suicide was never an option , and it never will be , keep searching and always have hope because the kindness u always give will always return back to u in some way , and i'll pray to god for everything to go as u wish , if ur an atheist i respect it but if u believe in god , pray to him to remove ur worries , never lose hope and never ever think suicide will save you , because even if u leave , then ur mother has to survive by herself all of this , and im pretty sure u dont want her to homeless , sometimes we do it for our parents and them , so consider ur mom before actually taking decision like these and if u ever feel down , go talk to frnds or a doctor any doctor they understand u better