“I have been feeling so lonely these days . I mean i have really good friends and all and they really care about me but still i feel like there’s a some invisible wall i have putting and sometimes I don’t really know if i even considered them as a friend and i feel when i feel like i have been not able to do the same even in friendship. Im tired of coming new people who said even old and new that they love me romantically but their actions says something else. I mean people are saying they love me but still i feel like they are making distance from me . And if i m not interested in people that way , they make distance from me. I mean i want people to know me genuinely but not for my body. Im tired of people saying and doing different thinhs. I mean why u came and say things u don’t mean. Everyone acts good with me when i rude and not care much. When i startrd to get little comfortable and good they started to make distance. As well as i got a good male friend but i think he likes me but not saying ot .. but I considered him my friend but sometimes i feel so drained around him and sometimes its so heavy to talk to him. But he’s good but the energy idk what to do im a craving a love that genuinely wants me im tired of getting used by people and i have been healing from a long time. And im tired of it . At least god can send me a one good human. But all he giving me some stupid humans i need to cut them off and it’s really hard to cut people off . I have been totally drained now”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I know i have been dealing with same but just do something that u love everyday go out on solo dates ... remember whats true meant for u will come and stay ... u dont have to ques urself for that ... so chill and live ur life.. u wont get it again ...