“I have an online bestie and we are super close, although we never met but still we have this connection and feelings and efforts are mutual. She is going through a breakup and her parents had a divorce, and now she started pulling away and made this friend from hinge and they both got super close but according to her he is not even 50% closer to her than I am, but I feel so insecure since she used to post stories w me and now her stories include him as well (2-3 stories). she never mentioned him on her stories but she still puts the ss of their chat as a joke and I wonder where is our friendship going because we don't feel like how we used to. And I have to constantly pretend nowadays that I am happy I js don't feel like myself infront of her and I am not able to show her my ugly side I wonder why is it happening. We have talked multiple times about my feelings but still I am walking on eggshells. Well she is a nice person and has a life of her own. I don't. My problem is how I feel so nervous around her I am not able to open up properly and w other people it is the opposite. She is not the problem and ik that. Oh and btw I don't have friends irl so it hurts even more. I am losing my confidence day by day idk I am js yapping a lot I feel so weird. Please help me out”
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