“I have a few friends who seem to truly enjoy my company, maybe even love me, but lately... and I do feel like an asshole for this... I've been getting kind of bored? Of always having the same interactions, of everything being a little predictable... I was friendless for a long while in my life so trust me, I DO appreciate having friends now, it's so much better, but idk... if I'm growing bored of them, even if I tried making new friends, wouldn't I eventually grow bored of them too? And it might even be the same for relationships, idk (never been in one). Am I some sort of psychopath? Am I treating people as if they're books or shows, only worth something while they're interesting? Can this be fixed? I don't know what to do...”
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Someone answered with kindness...
There's no magical solution but maybe by watching a movie, reading a book or trying an activity that they like you'd be able to connect with them more. You can also do the opposite and suggest recommandations to them
Since you're saying that you're bored of the predictability of the interractions can also try to find people who are more outgoing, spontaneous or try to be that person yourself