“I have a crush Interest or whatever even i don't know what it is its in 7th grade and 8th we are classmates she is good at dance same as I .She is beautiful i used to see her in every class sometimes she saw back but very rarely i think she just turns but i used to think she turned for me She turns she sees me .We both changed schools after 8th grade I went far from my hometown and she changed to diff school in my hometown .years passed but not her thoughts in 11th grade i have so much urge to meet her and talk with her and after 12th In my hometown with my frnd and network i gathered some information her mom's phone no and her new address her engineering college she going to join and some other details fast forward to now She is 20 last month I'm 18 behind 6 months to 19 we are in 4th semester of our engineering I'm studying in diff state I have her photos her personal number her colleg details class room number her marks attendance and some other things .Important thing she is very quiet in school I asked her 10th grade classmates they said she is so arrogant and egoistic because she is beautiful .she is so quiet and study's well but her attitude is a big issue she has internal fights with many girls. Idk how far it is correct But my classmates of 8th grade said she is so silent and won't talk much at all just what required and helps a lot. Her mom who is so Imp In her 10th grade in her new school at the end a guy proposed she said to her mom who came next day and picks up a fight with principal and the guy's father Single handedly and even blackmailed them she will give complaint to police(cops) Imagine how she felt after that incident going to school but my frnd is saying she can say no why the fuck she said to her mom she knows her mom reacts like that I said we don't know the guy's nature she got scared or something .Her mom is strict she doesn't have phone until her engineering No Instagram Facebook but i found she has Snapchat I don't even know what the fuck is Snapchat but my frnd she probably already have a boyfriend i dont what to do I'm afraid to text her What she says who are you i don't remember sorry and then go and then blocks me I'm thinking to text her direclt on her birthday in some months but my frnd saying competetion will be very high she is beautiful many will try for her in college if you take that much time what if some one proposed her yesterday she is thinking I said she won't because of her mom he said then she won't even think about you after you text because of her mom
I'm confused asf What if she see me as a CREEEP what if she has a boyfriend already what if she didn't remember me at all. I'm just a stranger for her I guess At last i want to feel atleast once if someone wants me like i want them (not even my parents my friends want me it's just lik in evitable for them I guess If they a good chance they would def dump me OKAY leave) I dont know what to do I'm afraid
I'm afraid losing something that didn't even start

Question

“I have a crush Interest or whatever even i don't know what it is its in 7th grade and 8th we are classmates she is good at dance same as I .She is beautiful i used to see her in every class sometimes she saw back but very rarely i think she just turns but i used to think she turned for me She turns she sees me .We both changed schools after 8th grade I went far from my hometown and she changed to diff school in my hometown .years passed but not her thoughts in 11th grade i have so much urge to meet her and talk with her and after 12th In my hometown with my frnd and network i gathered some information her mom's phone no and her new address her engineering college she going to join and some other details fast forward to now She is 20 last month I'm 18 behind 6 months to 19 we are in 4th semester of our engineering I'm studying in diff state I have her photos her personal number her colleg details class room number her marks attendance and some other things .Important thing she is very quiet in school I asked her 10th grade classmates they said she is so arrogant and egoistic because she is beautiful .she is so quiet and study's well but her attitude is a big issue she has internal fights with many girls. Idk how far it is correct But my classmates of 8th grade said she is so silent and won't talk much at all just what required and helps a lot. Her mom who is so Imp In her 10th grade in her new school at the end a guy proposed she said to her mom who came next day and picks up a fight with principal and the guy's father Single handedly and even blackmailed them she will give complaint to police(cops) Imagine how she felt after that incident going to school but my frnd is saying she can say no why the fuck she said to her mom she knows her mom reacts like that I said we don't know the guy's nature she got scared or something .Her mom is strict she doesn't have phone until her engineering No Instagram Facebook but i found she has Snapchat I don't even know what the fuck is Snapchat but my frnd she probably already have a boyfriend i dont what to do I'm afraid to text her What she says who are you i don't remember sorry and then go and then blocks me I'm thinking to text her direclt on her birthday in some months but my frnd saying competetion will be very high she is beautiful many will try for her in college if you take that much time what if some one proposed her yesterday she is thinking I said she won't because of her mom he said then she won't even think about you after you text because of her mom
I'm confused asf What if she see me as a CREEEP what if she has a boyfriend already what if she didn't remember me at all. I'm just a stranger for her I guess At last i want to feel atleast once if someone wants me like i want them (not even my parents my friends want me it's just lik in evitable for them I guess If they a good chance they would def dump me OKAY leave) I dont know what to do I'm afraid 
I'm afraid losing something that didn't even start

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

Yeah honestly as a girl I'd be creeped out. Why did you stalk her like this when you never even talked to her? You don't even know her , you just have a fantasy because she's pretty.