“I have a competitive exam coming up and I am not preparing for it I know I am at fault but I don't have intrest in it ,but cracking it will lead me somewhere and also I have a goal but currently everything feels like a task even a basic one, currently I am not feeling anything like anything I don't have fear of exam I wish I had every one around me are working hard but me still waiting for perfect moment some days feel good some days it will feel empty just empty,I don't how to come out of this loop!!!”
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Someone answered with kindness...
I have been in the same situation as you are. I wish, even though I didn’t like the exam, but I still studied, but I didn’t now I am in a college that I don’t like. I have sometimes wish that I studied even if I didn’t wanted, and that will be the biggest rate of my life till now currently in second year of college will only advise you to give your best. This time will not return and you regret well forever, even though you can change the future, if you don’t like it, but don’t give up, just give your best. This is coming from our aspirant herself.