I hate myself. I dunno how to explain but i try and try, i diet, i walk, i workout but nothing works. I hate my body. I hate my face. I hate my skin.
I get compared to my twin intentionally, unintentionally , shes just perfect with a nice body and pale skin.
I am not jealous but I do grief what i never got. That i have to try so hard, to plan my week around eating smth i want to. I dunno when I'll feel like myself again man. I was so cheerful and bubbly, i still am but now im scared and i try to make myself small, ive lost too many opportunities ik i wouldve loved just cause I hate my face. I feel like id never find love because of how I look and behave. Everyone says im beautiful and acts like im a weirdo for saying im ugly but only i know how I feel:(

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I hate myself. I dunno how to explain but i try and try, i diet, i walk, i workout but nothing works. I hate my body. I hate my face. I hate my skin. 
I get compared to my twin intentionally, unintentionally , shes just perfect with a nice body and pale skin.
I am not jealous but I do grief what i never got. That i have to try so hard, to plan my week around eating smth i want to. I dunno when I'll feel like myself again man. I was so cheerful and bubbly, i still am but now im scared and i try to make myself small, ive lost too many opportunities ik i wouldve loved just cause I hate my face. I feel like id never find love because of how I look and behave. Everyone says im beautiful and acts like im a weirdo for saying im ugly but only i know how I feel:(

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

If you don't love yourself who loves you twin??
Maybe someone out there wondering how beautiful you are just be positive 
Being pale isn't pretty
Being slim isn't pretty
Having courage,goals, determination, +ve attitude 
It makes a girl pretty