“I hate my body and have been in a horrible cycle of disordered eating for as long as i can remember, I have scars all over my body from sh, and so much going on in my brain that i need silence that will never happen. what happens if i end it all today?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
Think about it. Where do you think you are going? Is what you are doing really, truly, deep down, caused by selfishness? If you are in a position of hating yourself, think of this: a correct view of self is not of thinking more of yourself, or thinking less of yourself, it is thinking of yourself less.