“I had a worst childhood because of my father. He used to beat me every single day. Sometimes the reason is my mistakes and sometimes he need to vent out his stress. I tried convincing my mom to get divorce from the day 1 i got the job ( my mom and dad both are government employees) she takes that abuse as a common thing and blackmails me by saying if i escape from the house my dad will kill her for raising me wrong. But one day after he got beaten by him suddenly she realised and went to live with her sister leaving me alone with my dad and i have to stay because of my work and my work place is near my home. I would have left the house that time but i was not sure whether she will come back or not because that's not the first time she did like that. Somehow she took decision and i moved to her place . But now she turned same like my father and started torturing me mentally. She emotionally blackmails me to do the things as she wants. She also uses abusive words from my childhood but i ignored them at that time . But now she's not letting me live my own life and I'm forced to stay by her side even after she is traumatizing me because now i feel like I can't leave 65 year old mother alone. I'm a female 29 . And i still don't have my free will to wear whatever i want and go to places wherever i want”
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Someone answered with kindness...Thanked by the asker
Yk what ? I wanna say smth I am not that old but there is one thing I know I know how it feels to be beaten by your father. If you feel like wasting your life like u spent ur life in misery then please ur not old yet ur still young u should leave even if u live at a place thats not very good , even if u walk more or take a bus to reach ur workplace there is nothing better than having the freedom to make choices, as I said I am young so I am saying this you still have wings please do not let them get clipped
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Another soul answered...
I feel so had for you…you dont have to bear it you had a really bad life if u studied and have job maybe move to a different place it might be too much so maybe you can go to a relatives house its really too much it made me kinda emotional even though im having a bad childhood its nothing infront of yours i hope you get better and get out of all this tale care for yourself and just be fine…dotn think no one loves you… take care rest well and you should definitely be allowed to wear whatever u want