“I had a girl
She was very close to me
We were such a friends
Such a bond
Later she proposed me
Even though i didn't had love feelings on her
I thought and accept it
I loved her with everything and even she
Things started worse after 5 months
She began to treat in a worst way
Had no understanding
Spoke everything
Did everything
She even had nooo realisations
Daily fight
Hurt in every things
At one point she literally exclusded her things and pinpointed reason on others
At a point it burst out
And as a nonchalant chill happy guy
I literally had the last 6 months as worse i ever could
We parted
She blocked🙃
Finished
But same clg
Same class
One time after 3 months
She asked a help for a program to my frnd
He invited me
After that program
While coming from bus i spoke with her
Even she though it but did not took initiative
But i had no feelings on her
The love one
I literally had no bonds in my life
She was spcl
Then came the love track spiiled alll
But i told her my things then only I spoke
We started talking each other
Now same fight
Same treatment for me🥲
More affection i kept
So i couldn't
She said she couldn't move on
And me talking to her just gives her hope
But she said this after 2 months of talking
I said if thats i will move away without disturbing you
But she doesn't wanna me go
Or make a fixed decision
Even though i am clear with my decision
I feel horrible in life
What if we wre best friends... without this
I often think
Immature decision really destroys many things
I always yearning for the bond we had that times
A supportive caring understanding both of us
Now i feel i should have gone silent in the busi
In the 3 month gap i literally explored more
Done projects
Literally growed well
But after that
It didn't
Iam not reasoning her but saying
Life feels so 😮💨
I am not showing outside
I couldn't do anything”
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Someone answered with kindness...
just completely part ways naa either have a terrible fight like do something she would neverrrr want to happen and then it will be easy for her to make a decision to moveon and for u that u miss ur understanding friendship bond with her i would say shes not gonna be there for u coz she also has a heart of her own and u should respect her feelings too u would find other mybe