“I feel that I have been in survival mode all my life. i have started to pmaper and enjoy ife recently and feeling comfortable but again there is this thought that I need to improve in my career as I m still a junior analyst but I am v comfortable now and I couldnt ask for anything better . why do I have to get out of my comfort zone and why do I have to be ambitious. I just wanna live and fulfill all my childhood wishes. I wanna heal my inner child. I wanna learn dance. I wanna learn how to bake. I just am not into this corporate laddder shit. I do my work , come home and do my personal thing. why do I have to be ambitious?”
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Someone answered with kindness...
i think it felt like youre never going to get to this place in your life and you dont actually feel like your there. it will take time to get used to and youre still processing your feelings from other points in your life.