“I feel sooo lost .. i hate what am doing or maybe am bad at the job am doing ... I donno what to do.. I feel so stuck ... I really want to do something that motivates me to get out of bed ... Everyday I don't feel like waking up at all .. I feel helpless .. I feel soo dark .. I have always been a topper .. good girl ..does all the right things...but now am failing .. I want to quit and do something I like.. bt I'm too scared to do that too...what if I'm just a mediocre person like so many others ...and i fumble the one job I have and resent it all my life .. I wish I wasn't dropping so low”