I feel really guilty I'm starting uni next year and the admission fee is so much ...
Like I really feel bad , my father work really hard
My sister got scholarship for her uni
But I couldn't
I feel like I won't be able to pay my father back..

I wanted another field that has low fee structure
But I was not accepted in that department

I keep thinking about past ..to the point that I can't sleep at night

I feel like whatev I plan for future somehow always messed up

Question

I feel really guilty I'm starting uni next year and the admission fee is so much ...
Like I really feel bad , my father work really hard 
My sister got scholarship for her uni
But I couldn't 
I feel like I won't be able to pay my father back..

I wanted another field that has low fee structure 
But I was not accepted in that department

I keep thinking about past ..to the point that I can't sleep at night

I feel like whatev I plan for future somehow always messed up

Anonymous Practitioner · Accepted Answer

dude just work hard... your father wants to see you sucessfull thats why he is spending money so don'tt disappoint him just work hard and achive your goals we belive in you that you can do it all the besttt..